星との夜

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hais, what will become of the household..


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hmmmmm...

finally know, i needed to grow?


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rawr!

It will be monday in another 20 mins, lols

Realise once school starts meanssss, kinda not much more time le, the feeling isn't very nice.

My blog have become so negative, feeding it with all my negative thoughts... making it seems to be ejecting this negative aura. Lol.

Funnny me.

But, is true too, keeping thinking of alll the emo stuff will just drag my feelings down,

all i really need wil be some plannings!! =), really can't wait to reallly finding time and meeting close friends...

mer,so sorry, end up we didn't get to talk too X,O


hueichin! stand up and go for it!!

Just don't like the way things are going now.

Thought everything would be back to normal,selfishy just want everything to go your way, i need my space too.

Redanduntto be upsetabout all this, nothing will ever change,just have to bare with it. Start to dislike the feelings at home. Now and then is just so different, how i wish one year ago nothing happen, and i can live my life as per normal.

If only i am able to choose, i opt out, out of all this rubbish.

Studies would be the most important thing now. I just want to do my best! Hopefully, this would get me out of all this. Schools startng tomorrow. It would be a busy week, kinda cool, kinda keep me from going home early. Kinda gives me a source of escape...



Cover my eyes and tell me all this is over, but there is no way time can run backwards.

it is just like, a fairy tale.
my new blogsog.


fergie - finally

Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream
Cinderella theme
Crazy as it seems
Always knew that deep inside that there would come a day
When I would have to way
Make so many mistakes
I could'nt comprehend
As I watched it unfold
This classic story told I left it in the cold
Walking through an open door that led me back to you
Each one unlocking more of the truth

I finally stopped tripping on my youth
I finally got lost inside of you
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally my maze has been solved

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though it will have a different set
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Its the best that I've ever had
Give my love to him finally


I remember the beggining you already knew
I acted like a fool
Just trying to be cool
Fronting like it didn't matter
I just ran away
On another face
Was lost in my own space
Found what its like to hurt selfishly
Scared to give of me
Afraid to just believe
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place
Stumbled through the nets that I have made

Finally got out of my own way
I've Finally started living for today
I finally know that I needed to grow
And finally know that

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though we will have a different set
Something strange and new is happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Its the best that I've ever had
Gave my love to him Finally

Finally, Finally

Finally
Now my destiny can begin
Though it will have a different set
Something beautiful is happening, happening
Finally
Now my life doesn't seem so bad
Give my love to him finally

It is difficult to decipher your own feelings time to time too.

I've met mich darling today, we talked, heart to heart =p, it always about family.

So tired.

mommy mommy, do understand my feelings now? how can i make you understand. It is just so difficult communicating nowadays. I just want to sit quietly at a corner and stay out of troubles... why wouldn't you let me.

all this makes me just want to disappear from your life, maybe you will feel better, since i bring so much trouble for you.

"Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed"

I dunno what else to feel, i think... frankly and truthfully to myself... i really feel like crying..

mummy you don't understand how much i love you, and how much i dont want you to feel this way, it hurts me too...

your subtleties... really drives me crazy.

It is all just about relationships.

"Big Girls Don't Cry"
-fergie

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

BLERK,

I'm getting so lazy to blog, hahas, have pictures,butjust feeling so lazy to post them. Cause have to resize them first!

bllerrrk, iamalazypig.

SO tired, endurance is tough to have ! >.O


i change the song, this is a really nice song. :)

Tmr going with jojo and nobo buy present,hopefully could see joreen too! , shall resize some photos and just let pictures do the talking ^^

I am offficallly BROKE too, SADDDED bleh.

WENT out with honeyh and met my old mates! sherlyn and michelle! ;)










AND,we rape the poooor bear XD

oooh, I think i am really feeling the stress of exams!

I think gonna mug til late? @.@

EEEKK SCREAMS*

but, dun feel like studying, actually i just left with the formulas, and revise of the graphs. LOL

production and cost.

Feeel like sitting here and stone and listen songs and so on...

hhahhas, eeks!

*i'll keep you my dirty little secret


Gavin know me so well, eek >.<

blehh!


muggging la!


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"pretty blooms, i have fallen in your pretty red petals"

music; nelly furtado: all good things comes to an ends.

ARHHHH

Why no one want to buy that prettty skirtT___T It is un-used conidition!!!! =D

LOL. After posting that entry, iwas damn lazy to post another entires XD

I am still damn confuse with my june's shedule

JUNE 2007!

4th mon - econs paper
5th tus - NSS paper
6th wed - Bstats paper/ training(gym)
7,8,-FREEE
9 sat - training
10,SUNDAY - work =s
11th mon - (very cork up) work or with chingching???
12th tues - * dunno *
13th wed- training (gym)
14, 15, 16 - Ambassador training camp
17th - think got work
18th - think got work
19th - freee
20th wed - training (gym)
21st - work i think
22nd - freee
23rd - TRAINING
24th sun- maybe work ( also end of term break)

the restttt i dunno le, SEE MY BREAK! jitao no time

MET ah Mathew korkor Yesterday, CRAPaLOT la! HAHas, HE is still the sammmmeeee hahas, BIMBO~

=x

Talked about the cheerleading time la! So fun, ~.~ =D

I fellll inlove with cotton candies!! =D

I LOVE ROSES! hhhaahas, Pretty BLOOMS


Pictures*




PRETTY BLOOMS!


COTTON CAANNNDDIIEESSS ;D


STAR STAR, by mer!!


Arhhhh,neeed to go prepare and go library study le!

byyeeeee

I am selling this Hollister skirt.

It is definatly REAL, cause bought it off the hollister website itself. BUT, sadly i got two sizes too big so have to sell it,

here is the link for the skirt from the website *click here*

PICTURES~









This is how it looks off the website :)



This skirt is a Size 3! should be alright for a topshop size 10 to 12

WAIST: 25- 26 HIPS: 35-36
(the measurements is trustable, the skirt is a hipster.)

ONCE SOLD no refund.

This skirt is BRAND NEW, the tag is still intact, NEVER BEEN WORN BEFORE! But cause it is open from the bag,i am still selling below the original price.

Selling at 48 (price is negociable) but $48 sing is quite reasonable for this skirt already. ( i got it for way more then 48 @.@)

If you are interested, do email me at hi_huei_chin@hotmail.com
DO leave a tag to said you emailed me^^

P.S: Meetups is alright, so can save on your postage too, posting is fine with me too. THANKS! :)